Post by Crystal on Apr 26, 2010 5:14:54 GMT -5
My hands are stained with blood
My eyes fade out, unable to see this mess
I’m caked in it, piling up like mud
Covering my hands, my legs, I’m less
Than a human should ever be, I’ve nothing
There’s something, my intent rises
I gather about me, moods full of loathing
My head spins, the room it sizes
Something of a giant, enormously huge
I pull back, frightened, oh so scared
My soul, its might, it will fuse
I lash out, my teeth they are bared
Why is no one here? It’s me
It’s always what I was meant to be
Tears wash to the ground, life spreads anew
I moment is started, but it’s not for you.
Nothing here was ever meant to be, as it was
Because, forever and a day, you’ve always fussed
Whenever I went out, a life to create my own
But it’s no difference, my soul you have always won (all spoken)
I beg you, my eyes turn back green
There something I’m missing, this scene
It grows dark, dimming out lights around
And here I find myself, tied and bound
Beaten, the lashes cross my body, scores
Surrounded, nothing but a bunch of sleepers
They cling to my flesh, they pull from me now
And to myself, I will take this solemn vow
There’s a life, a purpose, if only I can find it
And in the quiet, I accept this fate, and I sit
Thinking of my escape, always pondering
To the room, I find myself constantly wandering
The traps, I must somehow know
The knowledge, my youthful face shows
Tears wash to the ground, life spreads anew
I moment is started, but it’s not for you.
Nothing here was ever meant to be, as it was
Because, forever and a day, you’ve always fussed
Whenever I went out, a life to create my own
But it’s no difference, my soul you have always won (all spoken)
Here the arms wrap around me, tears pouring down
Inside their gazes, I’m lost, I drown
Deeper into the mess, I fumble, and I fall
I am sick, I shake my head, trying to call together
My moments, in thin air, out I call
I curl up, my eyes dried out, not knowing whether
There’s a purpose for me, stuck in this hell
There’s a deep sense of fear I smell
Clinging to the air, thickening the light
So that only darkness will conquer the time
Claiming my life, claiming my soul, my sight
And it is only darkness that I seem to find
Myself stuck within, losing myself forever
And for a moment I realize, joys I’ll ever have however
Tears wash to the ground, life spreads anew
I moment is started, but it’s not for you.
Nothing here was ever meant to be, as it was
Because, forever and a day, you’ve always fussed
Whenever I went out, a life to create my own
But it’s no difference, my soul you have always won (all spoken)
There’s a joyous day, as they pull me close
They are all there, happy for my wellbeing
They love me, truly this moment is perfect
I cast out all thoughts, negative and alike
I smile, hugging them all back as tightly as I can
I want them to know, to feel the joy I have
The moment has come, the trials overcome
I went a far ways, and so I’ve learned tons
There’s something to be said, an aging soul
Who’s only gained experience during the trips
Lives came, and lives went, here I have formed
My understanding of who I am, and of what
I am meant to be, forever with God now
Where serenity and peace and envelope me
My eyes fade out, unable to see this mess
I’m caked in it, piling up like mud
Covering my hands, my legs, I’m less
Than a human should ever be, I’ve nothing
There’s something, my intent rises
I gather about me, moods full of loathing
My head spins, the room it sizes
Something of a giant, enormously huge
I pull back, frightened, oh so scared
My soul, its might, it will fuse
I lash out, my teeth they are bared
Why is no one here? It’s me
It’s always what I was meant to be
Tears wash to the ground, life spreads anew
I moment is started, but it’s not for you.
Nothing here was ever meant to be, as it was
Because, forever and a day, you’ve always fussed
Whenever I went out, a life to create my own
But it’s no difference, my soul you have always won (all spoken)
I beg you, my eyes turn back green
There something I’m missing, this scene
It grows dark, dimming out lights around
And here I find myself, tied and bound
Beaten, the lashes cross my body, scores
Surrounded, nothing but a bunch of sleepers
They cling to my flesh, they pull from me now
And to myself, I will take this solemn vow
There’s a life, a purpose, if only I can find it
And in the quiet, I accept this fate, and I sit
Thinking of my escape, always pondering
To the room, I find myself constantly wandering
The traps, I must somehow know
The knowledge, my youthful face shows
Tears wash to the ground, life spreads anew
I moment is started, but it’s not for you.
Nothing here was ever meant to be, as it was
Because, forever and a day, you’ve always fussed
Whenever I went out, a life to create my own
But it’s no difference, my soul you have always won (all spoken)
Here the arms wrap around me, tears pouring down
Inside their gazes, I’m lost, I drown
Deeper into the mess, I fumble, and I fall
I am sick, I shake my head, trying to call together
My moments, in thin air, out I call
I curl up, my eyes dried out, not knowing whether
There’s a purpose for me, stuck in this hell
There’s a deep sense of fear I smell
Clinging to the air, thickening the light
So that only darkness will conquer the time
Claiming my life, claiming my soul, my sight
And it is only darkness that I seem to find
Myself stuck within, losing myself forever
And for a moment I realize, joys I’ll ever have however
Tears wash to the ground, life spreads anew
I moment is started, but it’s not for you.
Nothing here was ever meant to be, as it was
Because, forever and a day, you’ve always fussed
Whenever I went out, a life to create my own
But it’s no difference, my soul you have always won (all spoken)
There’s a joyous day, as they pull me close
They are all there, happy for my wellbeing
They love me, truly this moment is perfect
I cast out all thoughts, negative and alike
I smile, hugging them all back as tightly as I can
I want them to know, to feel the joy I have
The moment has come, the trials overcome
I went a far ways, and so I’ve learned tons
There’s something to be said, an aging soul
Who’s only gained experience during the trips
Lives came, and lives went, here I have formed
My understanding of who I am, and of what
I am meant to be, forever with God now
Where serenity and peace and envelope me